Not sure what to say. All I can feel in my heart is hurt, disappointment with a touch of anger and a lot of frustration. Perhaps I should not write on here what happened today, but I need to let it out some way or another... Today, I found out my worth, as it seems, it is not a lot. Yes, I had been away sick for many days, which is one of the reasons I can comprehend. But for me, given those issues, I feel I have done my best and given it my all in every possible way. In many ways, I feel I had exchange my health for something which at the end was worthless. After today's event, it seems to be not worthwhile and somehow, made a fool of me and my hard work which I put in. Yes, numbers are important, but whatever happened to the acknowledgement of the things that happened to me and hours which I worked tirelessly? I guess because that cannot be measured, then I am at a lost. So, the question is, did I put in all my time, health and effort for not...